Third day, I'm no well.. my body stunned, can't even move a muscle, but I do know my responsibility, I need to push my self to wake up, there's a lots of pending jobs awaiting me at the office.
I've arrive to my office a little late.. last nite, I've dream about her again, her smile, her kindness make me don't want to wake up. God's know how much I've missed you Norlaila.
I've tried to call her, but seems that she's turn her phone off, I am thinking positive, maybe she run out of credit or she wanna save the credit so she turn off her phone.. Damn!! I'm suffer, this situation suffocate me, just like I am going to die suffer, God, I miss her so much!!
I'm not sleep well last night, my head can't stop thinkin' about her, about her safety, to many question flashed in, have you eaten? do you sleep well? are you missing me?..
I've receive her message today, she at Parapat right now, she doing well, and she is missing me, honestly I am really glad to know that, but my light of missin' her still burning up. Oh God. My body start to shake, like drug addicted..
Today is the 1st day we parted, you will leave for a while. Medan, a strange city for you, hoping that you will be alright there. See you take off make my heart felt so heavy to let you go..but there is nothing I can do but pray to Allah for your safety. People do say that, 1st day is the worst, yurp. My 1st day without you is like, the end of my life. Our memories keep flashing, our happiness, our fight, make me wanna crying out loud. I wish I can go fly through the sky straight to Medan. Oh God..three more days..