iEz's Diary

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Name: iEzQaNDaR
Age: 23 year old

Address: Pasir Gudang, Johor, Malaysia

Email: iezqandar@gmail.com

Employment: Graphic Designer

Status: Not Available

Lover: Laila You Lin

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Khamis, Oktober 04, 2012

OUCH! MY EGO

Dear diary,

I've no much word to say, my heart is fellin' slightly down, down to beneath my unconscious mind.

Being treated like an ~~asshole~~ is one thing, but being treated like a stranger is damn hurt.

This time my super-ego has taken control, need time and strength to rise and shinin' again.

You are more than a lover to me, you are my soul, my life, my limbs, my air, my future...

MY FIANCE

soon to be...

.:MY WIFE:.

There is no reason I have to hate you, no reason at all.

Please, forgive me...

iEzQaNDaR signed off at 1:38 PTG

Sabtu, September 22, 2012

PRE- Karnival Nusajaya, Dataran Mahkota, Kota Iskandar

Dear diary,

Today I'm goin to a carnival held at Kota Iskandar, "Karnival Nusajaya".

Actually, the carnival is tomorrow, not today, today we just want to do some road survey since I never been there. So I want to be perfect tomorrow.

30 minute ago my fiancè text me: " free? hurm mak kita ajak g nusajaya". Notice the "hurm" word? Yaa..thats mean she still mad from yesterday yesterday incident.

Well, I'd say "Let's go". Maybe this is the opportunity, the golden opportunity!

Well..wish me luck!!

iEzQaNDaR signed off at 1:56 PTG

Jumaat, September 21, 2012

My Regrets

Dear diary,

Yesterday I've done somthing terrible, something worse, something bad.

Do I regret?

Yes, I do regret. Things that shouldn't be done ever & never again!

That incident has broke someone heart, someone special, someone important, someone pure.

Ya Allah I seek your forginess, forgive me for being bad, for broken someone heart.

Hoping for her to forgive me is the only thing I hope now.

What done is done, I'd take that as future reference, I'll die trying! Die trying to archive it.

Label: 21 sept 2012

iEzQaNDaR signed off at 7:38 PTG

Selasa, Januari 10, 2012

My Engagement Day - 25 DEC 2011

Alhamdullillah, 6 months long planning has come, 25th December 2011, Noor Laila dan saya selamat ~~diijab kabulkan~~ bertunang.

Well, it's my happiest day ever!! Keberanian untuk ambil langkah ini bukan 2-3 tahun punya perancangan, tapi hampir 6 tahun kami ambil masa untuk kenal antara satu sama lain, Alhamdullillah, Noor laila mempunyai ciri-ciri wanita idaman yang dicari selama ini, ramai juga yang contestant, tapi 1st contestant juga yang berjaya tawan hati saya.

Bak kata orang bijak pandai, fasa pertunagan ni banyak dugaannya, memang tak dinafikan memang banyak sangat-sangat, baru 15 hari bergelar pasangan bertunang, kami diduga, emosi, sensitif, tension semua ada, tapi alhamdulillah, Noor Laila bertindak sebagai air yang menyejukkan saya, sometime sebagai ubat penenang, ada pula sebagai ~~morphine~~ ubat.

Lepas ni, tiba masa untuk merancang sesuatu yang lebih besar pula, lebih terperinci, lebih baik, lebih pahala, lebih...erm lebih-lebihh la. Insyallah.

iEzQaNDaR signed off at 4:03 PTG

Isnin, Oktober 03, 2011

I Am Crying out loud

http://static.photaki.com/Stressed-businessman-suffering-from-a-headache-crying-out-loud-234674.jpg

I am crying out loud, louder than my laugh..

I thought this life is easy as eating an pie, but, it's hard as rock..

ya Allah~ help me get through with this painful & cruelty life. Let me crying as louder as thunder, as hard as Katrina's storm.

This green paper make me crazy! Damn who control this green paper! Darn you!!

iEzQaNDaR signed off at 12:27 PG